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words cant describe this tormentous week. but i'll try to do it anyway.
4 nites of torture almost brought me to the brink of self-destruction. nah...its not homework, not nightmares. but the worst thing imaginable - sleeplessness. HAIZ. i cant sleep for like 10 plus hours in total. its probably one of the worst things one can experience in a lifetime. here's wat happen: ur brain is tired,beckons ur eyes to close...ur eyes obediently obey...but somehow for god-who-noes-wat reasons, ur brain itself chooses to stay awake...as if the moon shines as bright as the sun...
and to pay up the 'sleeping debt' asap to regain full consciousness, i slept in class :) . no choice. really. but certainly not a wise thing to do.
i was caught in the act by mr chew aka ju-on. eyes open, but mind soundly asleep to a self-hummed version of Blink 182's Always. should look obvious to a teacher who'd experience with students dozing off in class for years. and my ploy to get away from writing the maths expansion on the board by pretending i'm not sure what he juz taught ( coz i was tinkin -confused- wth are there in the long eqn ) was foiled. and the next thing that happened not only jolted me from half-consciousness, but also knocked me hard on the head.
he guessed that i haven't read the lecture notes ( which i had!) and mentioned something abt the importance of time management becoz we may haf ccas etc...indirectly referring to me. i was so broken-hearted u noe. first weeks and i've made a bad impression of myself in front of my own civics/maths tutor. all becoz of sleeplessness. my mind was like protesting.. ' hey im juz 16 and im already findin it hard to have sum peaceful sleep at nite'
and i was so embarrassed. malu. and not forgettin the power^2 i missed out for every term in the expansion. arh. prolonged mental torture.
but im kinda used to it. long story. will b writing more soon. too tired now la. still got the sleeping debt remember?