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ahhh. i have to stop myself from self-consoling and self-pitying. it will do me no gd. or maybe it doesnt haf any effect onme wadsoever. maybe its juz me being deprived of the loads of opportunities thrown at me in the past. head prefect blablabla.. the opportunities still pour on me, but somehow i unwittingly dodge them and now end up craving for another chance at going after em. like star programme, council etc.
on the other hand, its great to noe some frens making it to the exco....nt juz an exco..but the top posts in the Student's Council of NJC...wooot...congrats to (she-whom-i-dono-wan-to-haf-her-name-here-or-not). currently i myself is running for snt exco...but then ive a feelin i juz cant connect wif the ppl there....i find them peculiarly and particularly...err.....weird?? i not sure......juz cant feel the connection la
i juz realised that all tis while, all the CCAs i had been to were all super active ones. soccer, prefects, scouts. and obviously the transition to a sit-back-and-sometimes relax cca din go thru smoothly. hmmm...maybe ill look forward to joining another part-time cca...say Harmonica? totally new experience and fun..moreover when i already know how to play it...but im nt very sure whether i still remember hw to play it in the first place..hmmmm
and o ya. on the bus back home, noticed tis tall guy wif bushy hair. first guess was that he's someone i knew. so i changed my seat to the one next to him and true enough, looking down wearily with drooping eyelids, was Dave! the head prefect before me =) . had a fun time chatting abt the old days especially abt how the prefects are doing, personal experiences and *gasp* project work???!!! turns out that he's not running for any excos and was all-out for good grades. which is gd and bad.bad because his jc will nt gt a chance to discover his exception social and organisational skills. he's really gd, its nt always tat u cum across someone of his calibre.
yea...tat's it for now. gd luck all. and nitez ;)