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during civic class, like anyone else, i was like 'is there anything else better to do than this crappy only-to-waste-precious-time decision making sessions?'. my heart wouldn't stop by this thought til wad happen today.
I didn't know there's so much to think about. so many things currently happening simultaneously in life.which means more things runnin up in da head and more decision-making. which ultimately means...more headaches.
and somehow... some of the old 'forget-about-it' qns keep cuming back....as if the qns themselves knew its time for me to give them another chance to be reconsidered.
and i hate reconsideration. sure takes a great deal of time and energy. and the daunting fear that the decisions we make would not be successful - or worse, put yourself in deep shyt..err i mean trouble - is soo real. gd thing theres something called logic and 'mature-thinking'. and thank god they still work for me though im a (still) mentally-stable person losing his grips on simple logic.
for example, i squashed a chance to get a headstart to the A*star programme with a trip to this prestigious competition with YuTian. and its on Fri! i will get to miss BIO. yes...BIO. no chew. no fructose. and as such (haha GP- wrong usage!) no CHEWing of FRUCTOSE! but *slap hard on the head* i declined the offer. in the name of studies. *now knocking head on wall* im so stupid...but maybe ponning skool for an upper-edge in the A*star thingy at the expense of the last course of 3-mths JC syllabus is even more costly? or crazy? im not too sure. but i don wan to miss anything.and im already quite lagging behind now. so tat's my decision. final decision. i must not mull over this ever. again.
ok time for me to make another decision. i wanna type more...but its way past bedtime. lets call it a day shall we? gotta haf enough rest for tml's skool, outing and blogging! cya :D