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Mo0D : optimistic, but jaded
Last saturday was our MLDDS drama presentation/performance in front of a full LT 1, filled with people from all walks of life. Real happy to say that it was a blast! Nice experience indeed. I undertook the role of a chi go pe apek, which I previously thought was an insurmountable task considering my contrasting and more guai personality (erhem), but yeah I managed to do it =) all in the name of charity. yeap...proceeds go to charity, nt a single cent less. I was actually more than satisfied having accomplished the dual role of actor-backstage crew.It's great working with Hizam, Mubin and the J1s like Faisal and Abul behind the scenes...The hustle-bustle that we went thru when carrying all those props against time.....However, I have to be angry with myself. Because partly of my lack of confidence, a bit of embarrassment and my long-winded thoughts, I failed to get ticks in time for friends, like subhi and co. and relatives. ARGHHHHHH. Haiz, i so wanted them to come =(
Not to 'act' but finally, at long last, my grades are picking up. I finally get a grip on my time management and manage to gt the tutorials done and all. but i do ponder sometimes, is it because I had one subject less? Sadly,I have to say ....no. It's pretty demoralising; sometimes I think I, and we, deserve another chance to go for 4 subs. I suddenly realise that even with 4 subs now, i can actually make the grades, now that i got in the 'flow'.haiz, but this is life. Now the qn would be whether i can remain consistent from this moment on.
and congrats to u guys who gt gd grades for AO Mother Tongue. so proud of u all hehee.