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Mo0D : tired
first day of school, and we plunged straight into lectures and practicals. wad a gan cheong start to a probably hectic year. and my never-ending thoughts that never seem to die off didn't make the start of 2006 any better....i keep thinking if there'll be any more upcoming events that i can help out and be part of since the immensely successful BoonLay countdown (garnered a turnover of tens of thousand!!), for which Subhi had kindly and generously offered me a helping position but i had to decline =( ...and if i'm craving for such adrenaline-rushing,heart-pumping and challenging activities, y have I not even considered signing up as an OGL....only to half-regret it now.
hmmm i can only say one thing - my jc life didnt go as planned. I'm not sure, maybe its my low-profile 'personality'( haha im not trying to act here ha!) thats bringing me down- or is it....the stupidity in doing so... that's jeopardising my chances to go up the ladder. I dont know, I really don't know.
some people has been assuring and re-assuring me that all will be okay, but how to when I have not shown to others what I'm capable of. and because of the ultra-long hiatus from all kinds of activities that I was used to in sec sch, I'd probably lost my touch, confidence and composure to repeat such 'feats' again. so before I meet my own demise, I will, and can, do it.